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oh my god

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 00:47:21 GMT

i taste vodka and super kid ice cream
Jia and ammy are fuking aesome!

postsecret

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 18:03:27 GMT

It's not mine, but I wish it was.

Everything's not lost

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 03:50:57 GMT

Christmas was good. Didn't get much from parents because I got my room re-done which was hella, hella bling (including $500 hardwood floors i didn't even want? whatever.) So yeah that was super. But lots of extremely thoughful gifts and cards from friends which was so sweet.

I am bored to tears on my first day of official holidays from school. My brother and I played Molopoly, Snakes&Ladders, and Frustration today. And i burnt candles. Burnt meaning murdered.

Anna and I got Coldplay tickets!
My english teacher is gone on maternity leave for the rest of the semester!
Seana came to visit and is staying with her brother who i found out lives a 15 minute walk away from my house!
Fantabulous things planned for the coming weeks! Oh. Man.
People actually liked the gifts i gave them! As in they put them on right away! Giggles!
I'm gonna get EmPalm's recipe and make cookies!
My life.

Country music and green tea

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 00:17:13 GMT

So my brother and I were playing the "guess what I am drawing" game.
Me: (not even trying to be mean, genuinely guessing) "It's a triangle... with... uh... a leg."
Him: (sounding close to tears)...or a Christmas tree...
Poor Shnookums. He tries so hard.

Music Night last night was super. I think my solo went well.

I'm having trouble ajusting to actually having things to do lately.

So haha on you

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 03:46:00 GMT

Busy busy!

Slept over at Palmer's on the weekend while my room was being done, moved back into my room (still not done... must get on that),saw Harry Potter (!!!), had two unit tests today, music photos (argh.), avoided a Supervised Student Prep Period thanks to the wonders of Nicole, took great pictures, vocal lesson, lit coffeehouse!

I was going to write an entry but I'm going to bed instead.

...After this song is over.
This song from...

...

...Wicked.
Shh don't tell.

And while you debate half-empty or half-full...

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 03:02:03 GMT

My average is 85. I would be more proud of myself if i had had any clue i was doing so well and had actually been working for it. Not that 85 is amazing but it's the best i've done in 3 years since my days of straight A+ elementary school. This means i'm just weird.

Stuff with people is going really, really well. I love this year. For anyone who will understand the significance of this, I'm finally able to tell people stuff. My trust issues have been dissolved by EmPalm and I'm so much happier. I'm starting to let go of anyone who doesn't care anymore because why be a princess to some people and an easy laugh to others? Wow i can't believe i'm talking about this.

The next little while should be interesting. Harry Potter and Rent come out soon! My room is being re-done and it should all be finished by next week. I'm sleeping over at Emily's this weekend ("sleeping") while the walls are painted (light, but bright green) and the floor is done (hardwood! no more pink carpet!). The Avril wall is no more, and I find my room surprizingly more realxing without all the posters on the wall.

I will violently cut this off now.

Dear Madge,

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 18:48:28 GMT

Excuse me, Madonna, but WHAT THE FUCK?

1: YOU STOLE ABBA'S FUCKING SONG? YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE A COOL LADY. YOU HAVE NOW OFFICIALLY MESSED WITH THE WRONG ABBA CHILD.

2: Put some pants on that granny ass (points for effort, though)

AND WHY DOES NO ONE ELSE HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS?

Bridget Hall

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 02:34:03 GMT

~Bridget~ jaykay says:
you are a crazy money
~Bridget~ jaykay says:
*monkey

~Bridget~ jaykay says:
that's trilling
~Bridget~ jaykay says:
*thrilling

~Bridget~ jaykay says:
i like the,
~Bridget~ jaykay says:
*thet
~Bridget~ jaykay says:
*thenf
~Bridget~ jaykay says:
***them
Amy says:
HAHAHAHAHA
~Bridget~ jaykay says:
i'm cook?
~Bridget~ jaykay says:
*cool
Amy says:
!!!
~Bridget~ jaykay says:
I am really cool, and you know it. Hahaha no speeling mistakes

~Bridget~ jaykay says:
me and my big moyth

I'm having a trilling night with Bridget, the cook, crazy money with a big moyth.

LATER:
~Bridget~ jaykay says:
i think i'm lisung my mund
~Bridget~ jaykay says:
i'm not even going to fid that
~Bridget~ jaykay says:
or that
~Bridget~ jaykay says:
goodnith

Goodbye love

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 02:07:54 GMT

Torian's shirt: *says "I only come to school for the babes"*
Mr. Caswell: sjnbfksjbksf!!!jdbew;m''gemkjfvb THAT IS NOT WHY WE ARE HERE.

Classic.

So much stuff has been going on but of course I'm not going to talk about it.

I was going to stop going out for Halloween when i was twelve but EVERY SINGLE YEAR I keep getting dragged into going! I'm going in Carp this time. Should be interesting. And lots of exercise. Then sleep-over with the Palmers. Woot!

I liked the way I looked today.

March of the witch hunters!

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 02:23:28 GMT

So i downloaded the soundtrack of Wicked. It's alright. Silly would be the word, i guess. Like, I'm pretty sure the chorus just sang "We love you, Glinda!" which would obviously make sense to the plot but come on. Even for a musical: silly.

Edit: Okay now they are saying "bad" but turning the "a" sound into the sound a sheep makes? I think I'm missing something.

This week has been pretty shitty because I've been sick and I haven't been able to sing for so long and I actually feel so useless.

I have nothing else to say other than the Harry Potter movie comes out in less than a month so I am losing sleep.

She knows she's losing it

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 01:07:09 GMT

Salut.

It has been pissing all week and I'm so sick of it. I used to pretend to like rain but it's just annoying now. We're also getting this stupid rain that doesn't show up in the puddles? Like, you'll look out the window to see if it's raining and there are no drops in the puddles so you are all SUP IT ISN'T RAINING but then you walk out and the world is spitting on you and it's gross.

Assembly today was great. I'd like to do something for one... But what? Whatever, whatever I'll leave it to the amazing people.

I'm reading Gossip Girl and they mention tons of designer names and fancy shit and labels and what not and I have yet to come across one I haven't heard of so right now I feel In The Know.

God, this boy and his alter-ego.

I was definately pretty much the only one to fuck up my vocal quiz thing today so i feel completely lame. At least I'm good at minor scales. All three of the different ones. That's right.

She's an extraordinary girl

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 23:55:13 GMT

Things I realized recently:

1. I rarely cry anymore. I just get angry, or laugh about it/at the person who has upset me. I used to think that I was the problem and it was my fault for getting upset, but it really isn't. No one upsets themselves on purpose. Duh. I hate other people more than I hate myself, which is great. For me at least, not so much for the people i dislike.

2. I still like Green Day. Suck on that.

3. _____ is a jerk and it's going to take a lot for me to forgive and forget everything.

4. If i were to have a birthday party (In may, shut up), I'd have to invite about 26 people, minimum, to feel like I'm not leaving anyone out. This is great because YAY I HAVE FRIENDS, but bad because IT turns a birthday party into a small house party.

5. I don't hate Hilary Duff and probably never did. "Fly" is a good song.

Hey beautiful day

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 02:08:17 GMT

Taryn asked for her picture to be taken. I could not believe it.

If this silence takes you then I hope it takes me too

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 21:25:22 GMT

I took two days off last week and caught up on a lot of sleep and Martha Stewart. Half the people in most of my classes were away as well for outdoor ed and whatever other reasons, so it's not going to be hard to catch up which is good, obviously.

My history teacher is a sad, sad man and he depresses me everyday. He just brings down my entire life.

I was a pretty big bitch today except I am finding that a lot of the time people just asume that I am joking and don't get hurt? That's fine with me I suppose.

Instead of half my family living next door, it is now back to a fourth. Aunt Kris and my cousins moved out on Saturday. My brother pretended to help.

I am supposed to do a science (!!!) quiz tomorrow morning but I have choir. Ooops. Cazzy is going to cry.

'Cause blue eyes,

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 02:57:19 GMT

A+++ to my dad for asking me "what was goin' on" today.

I honestly think they're afraid of me getting murdered or something but they're too chill to say OMGZ BE CAREFUL like Anna's classy British mom.

I love how we can go to Antonias and do nothing and still love it. Well, at least I love it. It's still appealing to me to hide in a hoodie in a basement on a saturday night for some reason. Of course, doing other stuff would be also but that's always the easiest route.

I am thinking of saving all my teabags in a large jar simply because they smell so glorious. Except for the mould&bugs&eventualshittysmell, I think it's a pretty decent idea.

Shit, daughter. (Hey, why not?)

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 23:47:25 GMT

So guess who got a cell phone? Me, obviously. Ya'll need to text me because i spent $2.50 on a ringtone that is the finale of "Hey Jude" by The Beatles and I love to hear it so yeah. Get on that, bitches.

I had an amazing day yesterday. I had to leave the house early to go to morning choir practice and I felt so sophisticated, what with my mug of tea and button-up shirt... But then i burned my life on my tea and flung the teabag at a tree and missed the bus. Sigh. I ended up showing up fasionaly late and when i walked in everyone was like RAHH AMY RAHH HI AMY RAHHH and I felt very popular and loved.

Choir is so great this year. The grade nines may be slightly retarded about reading music and listening to instructions, but at least they're decent singers once they get it right. I can't wait for music nights and Kiwanis and the so on.

I slept for twenty minutes in English class this afternoon. Amazing.

Tristan showed me his loofah today. Amazing.

I'm pretty sure i spelled "sophisticated" right. Amazing.

We both go down together.

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 03:46:12 GMT

So I have decided I will try to write in my livejournal more often. I don't really have a reason for this but oh well, you all have imaginations.

School has started and is amazing. It's like summer never happened and we are all as close as ever. It's such a heaven, hugs and adoration all day long, laughter, singing, polka with Bridget, and just general happiness. I wish everyone could have such an amazing time with school as I do, it doesn't seem fair.

I am finding my classes really slow. I get all the work done and so far have had barely any homework, and what I had was terribly simple. A lot of my friends are already stressing lots about homework and such, and these are normal people, not just Emil. If it doesn't pick up within a month I am going to maybe get a job? I am only 15 though and I have to much pride to work at a fast food joint so it's either Starbucks, Second Cup, or nothing basically.

The fourth Harry Potter movie comes out in November and Bridget and I are counting down and acting out the trailer scenes in the halls at lunch. So excited!

I definately need to try to not have physical breakdowns in vocal class anymore? Today I got so overwhelmed with the clapping and cheering from everyone after I sang I couldnt walk or talk and was shaking and crying? Retarded.

Cazzy and Emily want us [vocal class] to all go to the Carp fair together which I love and I love how awesome vocal class is without Roy. OOPS I SAID IT HAHA BLUSH. We are all so in love with eachother and Cazzy and singing our brains out and it makes me so incredibly happy. Take your wildest dream and multiply it by five; this is how I feel each day. Amazing.

it is close to midnight and I can't see anymore. Oh man I am getting old. I get to sit around and read gossip mags all day tomorrow and get 30 bucks. Babysitting is my boyfriend.

O hai

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 17:10:38 GMT

So I am back from the cottage.

Last night I couldn't sleep so I made lists.
I wrote down all the meds I take on a regular basis and came to the conclusion that I am a huge pill-popper and need to learn how to deal with pain and suffering. On a brighter note, I then listed all of my school friends and wrote why I love them. I almost started writing why I hate certain individuals as well, but decided to keep the mood light. By this time it was 3 in the morning and I could not sleep at all so I started to think about/write down/draw out plans for re-doing my room and came up with EXACTLY WHAT I WANT OHMIGAHHHHH. Then the sun started to rise so I figured it was probabaly time I try to sleep.

I guess I am happy except I want school to start so badly it is insane and i am insane aaaaaand etc.

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 20:18:29 GMT

aaaand </life>

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 02:04:08 GMT

I made my dad's birthday cake last weekend.

Basically my life right now can be summarized with those two pictures.
Oh and one current issue to report on:
I was too tired to straighten all of my hair so I pretty much look like this right now:

kbuy.

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 22:14:51 GMT

conor says:
my other computer broke
conor says:
the fan wont start
Amy - Love underwhelms you says:
nooooo whatever will you do
conor says:
get a new fan.

He's becoming a smartass. I am rubbing off on him. Excellent.

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 01:41:59 GMT

So today was Canada day. Pft.
Jia, Taryn and I went downtown and did nothing but it was still fun. We saw Pauly making a speech then some kids waved flags and I wished I could wave flags too but it was explained to me that to wave flags up there you have to be a good flag-waver. Oh well, maybe next year.

We saw Kalan Porter.

Yes, we were really THAT CLOSE.

JUMBOTRON EXCEPT NOT

I don't even like him, I'm just star-struck. Well, Halfstar-struck in this case.

He pretty much looked like a woman.

Yummy.

Now we're even, Jia.

I hear fireworks.

Off to Montreal with WEI LUO and her chum and Jia and Taryn OMG ROAD TRIPPPPP~* except not cause it's only like 2 hours away.

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 02:15:17 GMT

I'm am getting tired of my last post being from May. So here.

Things have been notsogood but they are gettingbetter just in case anyone has noticed.

Vocal exam tomorrow WHOOPS.
Exams next weeks WHOOPS.
Vocal portfolio WHOOPS.
Geography review WHOOPS.

But don't worry, the important thing is that I've got some new awesome music to listen to.

It is sofuckinghot and the vocal room is themosthottestroomintheworld and i am fuckingmelting at school and it is gross.

I wish i were a penguin. Ice and fish breath: HELLO.

Mon, 23 May 2005 22:46:03 GMT

So taryn's dad got married on saturday. Because Antonia, Jia and I are cool, we went. Or something like Taryn made them invite us. Either way here are the pictures.

Taryn and Alanna walking down the aisle in all their brides maid glory. Slash i just took this picture because it's TARYN in a PURPLE DRESS holding FLOWERS.

Antonia being scary and weird looking but a surprizingly good picture of taryn.

Hotel room.

Bed.

Pool at night from our window.

Jia and I watched a show about this guys methods of getting men to be more sexual or something awesome like that. Antonia was there but she was basically being an idiot and might as well have been holding her hands over her ears screaming that we were going to hell for watching it.

SCREENCAPS:

OH AND CAN'T FORGET THE GIANT GLASS PENIS. Except Bobfred up there called it the "magic wand". Awesome awesome.

The bathroom had these crazy blinds so basically if you wanted to everyone could watch you pee.

Views out the window of the room:

Taryn's hair before being taken out.

And after. OH MY GOD SO EXCITING, ISN'T IT? ...

Taryn and her cousin Marissa who was with us a lot. She was 11 but surprizingly cool, as lame as that sounds. The hotel had pears on every floor outside the elevators, and had it not been for her, we would never have collected them all!

Marissa, Taryn, Me, Jia on the awesome bed. YAY self-timer.

Sun, 22 May 2005 22:21:24 GMT

The amount of happiness I am feeling right now is extremely depressing.
Oh well. Time to embrace my inner dork.
JASSY IS BACK MUTHAFUCKASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Pictures from this weekend coming later.
and so is you FACE.
ollo.